I am a villain. Ha. PART TWO
by musicaddict (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 07:08:36 AM
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I met this great awesome guy who makes me happy. Just saying 'hi' makes me smile. I just hope that he's half as happy as I am... b/c that would be more than enough, I think. "I just cant get [him] outta my head."
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Cynical I suppose. But I am guessing that. I can't even make one person happy... so I probably can't make anyone happy. Plus, I'm not a very good person...
Hmm I used to wite on OpenDiary.com (now freeopendiary.com) about stuff.. had what people were calling poetry (just me writting words down.). It has a lot of my whining pathetic self and some stuff I liked. A lot of stuff about Melissa. Hrmm if you'd like to read it just look up Igloooo.
Ack. I write a lot of html now.. to pass the time. I wnat to be a programmer. I know C++ and VB.. but only the basics right now.
Notice how I write in my own thread the most. =P
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PART ONE - PART TWO - PART THREE
Boys are brill, even tho they can mess girls about. Girls can mess with them...but we dont smoking sucks-my uncle died of cancer from smoking. I love Dave...Dave loves Cath...Cath loves Dave Greenday, Saves the Day, Dashboard Confessional, Silverchair and Something Corporate-awesome groups! What came first...the chicken or the egg? Whats the meaning of life? Dave Pelzer-great author, makes me cry. Why is shopping so addictive? Why is the new mayor of Hartlepool where I live a monkey? Why do people live so far away? Is anyone gunna answer these questions? Why am I asking all these questions.....?
by kevin (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 01:54:05 PM
I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it-Voltaire
I met someone that makes me feel 'complete' (how cliché) but yet I'm still longing because she's so far away.
by OwnPersonalDemon (invisible) on 05-12-02 @ 02:00:34 PM
The SM God >> Please donate.
aww know the feeling kevin....
by ToxicFool (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 03:59:34 PM
When Life gives you shit, make Shit-ade
Yes.. I had the feeling with Melissa. It lasted for about 5 months. And we planned to meet and I trusted her and she trusted me. She made me.. feel like a person. Then after christmas.. she said her feelings changed about me. I never found out what I did wrong.. she never told me.. or said it wasn't me. But I know I screwed up somewhere. She lives in MI.. and I live in TX. So it was far away. Distance sucks... but just keep in touch and don't lose hope in each other..
by anna118k (invisible) on 05-12-02 @ 04:36:08 PM
I stand.
"love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah".. ::sigh:: how true.
by out of range (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 05:55:47 PM
"I have a crazy idiosyncracy. Its affinity to serendipity and this eternal epiphany no hypocracy or duplicity"
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I'm so scared I cannot save this relationship
by OwnPersonalDemon (invisible) on 05-12-02 @ 06:16:16 PM
I never had a clue what was really going on
im never gonna be loved the way I want to be....never gonna happen, no one will ever love me cuz im just unappetizing I guess....im just destined to live my life alone I reckon...*sigh*
by weezerific:cutlery (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 06:22:21 PM
When Life gives you shit, make Shit-ade
we all shine on, like the moon and the stars and the sun.
by musicaddict (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 06:46:10 PM
blessed or cursed, it's up to you.
I know how you feel OPD...
by ToxicFool (offline) on 05-12-02 @ 10:35:10 PM
I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it-Voltaire
I can tell you my future. I'm going to mess up in school. I'm going to have a low paying job I hate. I'll be working all the time. I'll always be alone.
I stand.
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